Least bad day I’ve had in a while.
Depression aside, managed to give a good day to my brother, even got him McDonald’s that he had been craving for so long (including nuggies).
Still feel hollow, and devoid of fulfillment, no accomplishments or sense of community, or even a sense of belonging but that’s a day ending in y for me for 20+ years now.
At least praying helped a little, but I’ll prolly relapse and crash again tomorrow when I’m idle.
Ah screw it im taking a long bus with my brother to walk around the closest largest city lol