Today I told a patient his colorectal cancer follow-up is over. No more scans, he's officially cured.
Then he picked up his car keys and couldn't feel them properly.
That's oxaliplatin. One of the drugs that cured him also damaged the nerves in his hands and feet. For most people it fades. For some it doesn't, years on, still unable to feel a button, a coin, the floor in the dark.
We try hard with this: Dose adjustments during treatment, stopping early where we can. Afterwards: specialised physio, occupational therapy, nerve-targeted medication, exercise programmes with real evidence behind them.
For some it helps, unfortunately not for everyone.
So this patient leaves with both. Cured of the cancer, carrying what curing it cost.
Survival gets talked about like a finish line. People cross it and keep walking, with all its consequences. And these consequences get talked about far from enough.