Ruining my sleep schedule to do League of Legends translations. - #HLEWIN #T1WIN #KCWIN #LCS 🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 아이브
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It shouldn’t even matter this much. I know that. I keep telling myself that none of this should be affecting me as badly as it is, but I can’t help it anymore.
Even thinking about League makes me feel sick now. It used to be something that made me happy, something I could look forward to when everything else in my life felt overwhelming.
Now I can’t even enjoy the things I love without being reminded of everything that’s happened. I get so anxious.
I’m tired of my family constantly pushing me when I feel like I’ve already given everything I have. All this pressure on me, what more do they want? I’m financially independent, I can take care of myself and them??!???
I don’t even want to get out of bed anymore. I just want to sleep and not have to think about any of this for a while. I wake up with and just dread even moving.
I’m tired of being anxious about what people might be saying, what else might come out, or what else I’m going to have to explain. It’s exhausting feeling like I constantly have to prepare myself for something else to go wrong.
I haven’t asked anyone for anything. I never expected people to forgive me, defend me, or even like me after what I did. I understand why people are upset. I really do. I know that apologizing doesn’t undo what happened, and I know that I can’t change how people feel about me.
I’m just tired of everything. This entire year has been so unbelievably awful, and every time I think things might finally start getting better, something else happens.
I don’t want to argue with anyone. I don’t want to defend myself anymore. I don’t want to keep explaining how I feel just to have those feelings picked apart, too.
I’m just so tired of this year. I’m tired of feeling this way. I’m tired of everything being so difficult.
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The image is me, I did use ChatGPT for to help change the lighting. The prompt was to literally add lighting to my eyes and help brighten the photo .
But I am begging you, please just leave me alone. I literally crashed my car the day after, thinking about what I was going to say about the catfishing incident. Please I’m exhausted, and I just want to move on.
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Hi guys, I know I should have addressed everything sooner, and I’m sorry for taking so long. I want to apologize to everyone I’ve hurt or disappointed and clear up a few things about what happened.
For the first catfishing incident, I was honestly nervous about joining Twitter and putting myself out there. I struggled with my own insecurities, and instead of being honest about who I was, I chose to misrepresent myself. I understand that being nervous or insecure doesn’t justify lying to anyone, and I’m genuinely sorry for betraying everyone’s trust.
As for the following catfishing incidents, I really have no excuse. I wish I had a better explanation but I genuinely cannot think of anything, it’s embarrassing and really pathetic. I knew better, especially after what happened the first time, but I still chose to repeat the same mistake. I had an opportunity to learn from my actions and do better, but I failed to do so.
Regarding the K-pop fap posts found on my old Reddit account, I understand why people might have a hard time believing me given everything that’s happened, but I wanted to clarify that.
Those posts were made by my brother, not me. His activity on both his account and my account actually ended up getting everyone in our household IP banned from Reddit, and I spent weeks trying to appeal the ban. It wasn’t until shortly before I moved out that I was finally able to make another account.
I also want to make it clear that none of this was ever about making money. I turned down a sponsorship offer from Polymarket a long time ago and I made 0 dollars from Reddit all times. I know that doesn’t excuse anything I’ve done, but I wanted to clarify that money was never my motivation.
Again, I’m truly sorry to everyone I’ve hurt, lied to, or disappointed. You’ve all been so kind and welcoming to me, and I feel terrible knowing that I repaid that kindness with dishonesty. None of you deserved to be lied to, and I regret putting myself in a position where people can no longer trust me.
I understand if some of you want nothing to do with me anymore, and I don’t expect anyone to forgive me. I wish I had been honest from the beginning, and I’m truly sorry that I wasn’t. I know my words might not mean much right now, but I hope I can show through my actions that I’m genuinely trying to do better.
~Yujin
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Yujin retweeted
🚨 FORTICHE IS BACK!
A mesma animadora de ARCANE, KDA POPSTARS, e algumas cinemáticas recentes do LoL!
Preparados para ver o KDA no traço da FORTICHE?
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Thoughts on Caedrel’s Worlds 2026 Player list Tier list?
Top
1. HLE Zeus
2. GEN Kiin
3. BLG Bin
4. G2 BrokenBlade
5. T1 Doran
Jungle
1. AL Tarzan
2. HLE Kanavi
3. GEN Canyon
4. BLG Xun
5. T1 Oner
Mid
1. GEN Chovy
2. BLG Knight
3. HLE Zeka
4. DK Showmaker
5. T1 Faker
ADC
1. T1 Peyz
2. GEN Ruler
3. HLE Gumayusi
4. BLG Viper
5. G2 Hans Sama
Support
1. T1 Keria
2. BLG ON
3. GEN Duro
4. HLE Delight
5. G2 Labrov
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Caedrel on why HLE is the favorite for Worlds 2026
I think my favorite for the tournament is HLE. Call me crazy. I just think HLE can be more flexible through worlds. And I think that they will in the madness of
worlds, I think that their style at international will work well.
I think I think with the players that they have like Zus is the best top in the world, next to Kiin. I would rate Zeus's peaks higher. Guma is insanely flexible. I think Zeka is in the best form since 22 by far. He'sincredible.
The only worry I have for Hanwha Life is Kanavi, man. Like I think they will get through Swiss easily, but I just think that there could be a BO5 where Kanavi blunders. But the one reason I'm putting HLE as the favorite is because of that MSI series. It is just because of that MSI series against BLG because I've seen the lowest lows from Kanavi. The lowest lows
And he picked himself up, which is insane. He went 1 and 17. He was running the series down. And he picked himself back up.
So for me, HLE are the favorites Geng are like
literally 1% behind them in my opinion when it comes to worlds.
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SOYEON on what part of the True Damage- Know My Name Worlds anthem best captures Faker’s story
My part is the only section of the song performed in Korean, so that felt especially meaningful to me. Faker is a Korean esports player we can be incredibly proud of, and Riot Games is a company whose games are loved by players around the world.
Being able to rap in Korean as part of a global project like this was a great honor. More than anything, the opportunity to tell Faker’s story through Korean lyrics really resonated with me.
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Queen SOYEON talking about “What did it mean to you to tell Faker’s story through music?”
Faker is such an incredible player in League of Legends, and as a fellow Korean, he’s someone I feel very proud of as well. It was an honor in itself to be part of a song that tells his story. I also found it really meaningful to express the long journey of a single player through music, and I felt genuinely happy and grateful throughout the process.
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Yujin retweeted
HLE Zeus visited Keria's birthday cafe today!??
Wow! DOUBLEL G.G gank gank gank!!
Thank you for visiting ✨️
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