a few things i’m surprised that visitors are surprised by when they come see my jangar show:
the beaded malas actually "mean" something! they’re not random patterns or decorative arrangements, but poetry in translation -- lines of a kalmyk oral epic rendered visceral, tangible, encoded in analog binary code, part of a series of concrete poems i've been making for about a decade.
every material used for this beadwork has meaning, too. mongolian jade, fluorite, camel bone, turquoise, gobi agate, copper, rosewood -- each chosen for its particular origin story, resonance, and relationship to the content of the poetry they embody.
the poems printed on the linen scrolls are my original verse -- three new poems composed in response to my readings of the kalmyk epic of jangar, rendered into visual poems via my REPETAE algorithm and many hours soaking in tea and sunshine.
the 3D-printed objects are all original sculptures i’ve designed and modeled from scratch, down to the tiniest details -- from the white leather boots i've worn for over a decade and ray-bans on my khutulun avatar to the mongolian calligraphy and circuitry motifs. no off-the-shelf models or outsourcing here. i’ve had multiple 3D printers in my workshop for years.
the CURSIVE BINARY calligraphy is hand-painted onto vintage projection screens, which ingeniously collapse into their own little carrying cases. (everything in this show has to do with transmission, portability, my nomadic roots and my interest in digital nomadism.) i've accumulated a collection of dozens of these beautiful old screens, part of my lifelong love of vintage objects and thrifting (something my husband and i do together nearly every weekend). i love giving obsolete technologies new lives.
the small green works on paper are cyanotypes -- manifestations of latent glyphs printed using sunlight, water, and chemistry. each one is a unique physical object, not a digital reproduction.
perhaps the biggest surprise is how much my fingerprints are on everything. people often ask if i delegate to a team of assistants or a project manager; they assume i work with coders, video editors, graphic designers, fabricators. that i have an idea and hand it off. but i've written, voiced, coded, designed, sculpted, printed, assembled, strung, knotted, and finished every element of this exhibition. every twist of wire, every bead, every tassel, every tiny detail. when the 3D printer broke, i pried open its cover and dug around and tinkered til it was fixed.
"digital art" doesn't just export itself from a computer; "AI art" isn't just about pressing a button. it comes from an artist, her weird thoughts, her unrelenting obsessions, a polyphony of ghosts on her shoulders. a person sitting on the floor of a studio surrounded by craft tools and spools of thread and bowls of beads and monitors and keyboards and clouds of incense and safety goggles and cardboard scraps dotted with epoxy glue and vats of resin and pigment mixed and measured in the moment.
everything in this show has come into existence somewhere between the code and the copper, the ancient and the emerging, the imagined and the material. between the outstretched palms of my hands, my thinking fingers -- the mind's hardware.