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🚨 Auction is live
@batsoupyum did me a solid again and this auction is live now.
You don’t know how happy I am that this happened through Bats.
It’s an honor that an art lover like this bid on my work.
Here’s to good and great dreams.
Only 12 hours left.
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🚨 New Drop…
☝🏻 The fifth piece from Sariraa in Wonderland is live.
- It’s called First Invitation.
- After everything, I was too tired to face myself again.
- I still didn’t know who I really was. The bigger version I had built in my head, or the smaller one I had always been afraid wasn’t enough.
- Then I found myself at a strange tea table. Next to the Mad Hatter, and the rabbit I used to feel anxious just looking at.
- The Hatter didn’t look like anyone I had spent my life trying to become. He wasn’t trying to be complete.
- He wasn’t worried about being judged. He wasn’t even ashamed of being called mad.
- Maybe he was the only one in this place who didn’t feel he had to change himself to be accepted.
- And the rabbit. The same one who was always late, now sitting quietly and drinking tea.
- Maybe he had finally understood that time isn’t only about running.
- Sometimes you have to stop so life doesn’t get lost in the hurry.
- The cups on the table didn’t match. One was chipped. One was old. One was too small.
- They looked like my life.
- For years I waited for everything to fall into place.
- To become more successful, more beautiful, more confident, and finally reach the version of myself I had imagined.
- I thought that was when I would be allowed to enjoy anything.
- But now I was sitting next to a man who wasn’t trying to be perfect, and a rabbit who no longer seemed interested in outrunning every clock.
- Maybe I was never going to wake up one day and suddenly like everything I disliked in myself.
- Maybe I only had to learn how to live with all of it.
- Some days I still don’t like myself. Sometimes I’m bigger in my head and smaller in real life. I still get scared of falling behind.
- I still argue with myself for hours before starting the simplest thing.
- But I’m starting to understand that I don’t have to become the best version of myself before I’m allowed to have a good moment.
- I drank my tea.
Nothing in me had changed in a big way. My fears were still there.
- For a few minutes, I just didn’t feel the need to prove anything to anyone.
Strange. I’m so sleepy.
• This collection started with First Night. Then First Reflection. First Choice. First Meeting. Now it’s First Invitation.
- You can find it on SuperRare.
• Thank you for walking through this with me.